Thursday, October 23, 2008

sepi lagi empty.....

Today suxs..Suxs yang amat sangat...Didn't do well in my t6..Sume xbalance and xciap...Then terbuat lak bende bodo ngn K.A...Malu gile2 to him..Hopefully he wont tell yaza..Mati kne bahan nnt...

And tonite amat boring.Esok still got 1 paper.Tapi i cant concentrate.Xley blaja.Then qiqi ajak tengok SEPI.mY 3RD TIME..hAHAHAHA..This story is beautiful..Angle sume lawa..Plot pon ok la...I cried taw tgk cite ni..Lol..Even apik si macho pon sedey...I memorized the dialogue..Ehehe..My fav is afdlin's 'mengapa berjumpa untuk berpisah?'And pierre andre is uber comel in tis movie.



Tadi paan and K.A ajak study kat mcd.Sorry guys,penat la.Study kat bilik pon malas.Ni kan nk g mcd.Im hoping for the worst tomorrow.Son tan sing sure gonna kick my backside..Ehe..Sorry sir...Malas la..And as for t6,i will be really2 syukur if i passed..

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

exam fever...

Tade la fever sangat..But,seriously i don't have any idea.About anything.Nak jawab pe pon tataw.Mat rid said 'jawab la gpo mum tawu'.Prob die rid,aku xtaw nk jawab gpo.Esk is my t6,then t7.Next week lagi 3 papers.Ya allah,bile la nk jadi rajin bie nie.What's on my mind now?Our plan nk enjoy gile2 after trial.Please lah.Trial xstrt lagi.. Then semalam study ngn paan kat mcd.Tibe2 je die ajak.My roomates sume bahan.Lol.Kejam siak.Tapi cam tade input je.Makan je lebey.Ehe.

Btw,esok raye coz da abes pose ganti.Alhamdulillah.Tp someone promised to bwak i bkak pose but da cancel coz die kene service kete.Herm,it's ok.But,next time jgn la ajak time u ade date ngn ur mechanics.Aiyoyo...Ngok ngek la anda..





Hoping for the best..

Monday, October 20, 2008

owh tidak~

'DO U STILL WANT ME?"
'YES'

Ya allah.Y?After all this time.I dont deserve u.Please.It has been 3 years.Yet he's still here.He's my best friend.I don't want to lose him.EVER.So the thought of jeopardizing our friendship into sumting stupid is a really big NO NO for me.I love the way we are.I love you as the way you are.




JT,I agreed with u.What goes around,comes around.Im waiting and hoping like hell for someone and this guy is waiting for me.Guess the circle never ends huh.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

yes..im a psycho..





Argh~Why?Mengape?I hate myself when im like this.emo xtentu pasal.I dunno what and who to blame.Konklusinye,BIE IS INSANE!!Amat insane.Pagel sudey.Aiyoyo.Here’s my complete guide on how to get ride of my obscurity:

1)delete your current blog and start a new one.*this is what im doing*
2)text all people in your contact list.*not all..nghee*
3)scream on the top of your voice.*pity my roommates kan.tp sape suro diorg bising sgt*
4)mkn choc cake.*can’t do this tonite coz ayu ade solat hajat*
5)duduk diam2 hujung bilik dgn muke xpuas ati.*done that.dkt sejam lbey.sume org tkot nk tego*
6)mandi.*saye WANGI kn??loel*
7)golek2,guling2 ats katil.*sedang*
8)update ipod.*working on it*
9)nanges dlm ati.*if only my lungs ade tinge mmg da pekak dgr*

NONE of this worked!!Emo gile syal..

But I think I know y.Mybe sebab my ym conversation wit someone td.MAYBE.I dowan him to be sad.Tp….i bet he doesn’t even think about me.And im here emo2,crying because someone said he’s sad.Bodoh gile kot.And it might not be true pon.Tu la my prob.Npk je kasar.Tapi super duper sensitive.(ps:tho i hate the fact dat u love her,knowing dat ur sad is so much more impairing.)

And td we have ‘open floor at 14’.Some sort of open house la.for professional students.Makan gile banyak*dietku fail lg*.I wore my white kurung and selendang.Kurung tu dah lame bejaman pon.Tp since this is my first time wearing it in UiTM jadila die baju baru.Hahaha.And something really unexpected happened.

SITUASI 1:
Bie sedang berjalan-jalan dengan ayu di hallway level 14.Suddenly(sound effect),’Bie,selamat hari raye,map zahir batin,bla3’.Omg.My jaw dropped.*kutip jaw jap*.Dengan muke terkejot and terkesima,this is my response.’Erm,no hal.Selamat hari raye jugak.Maap zahir batin.Xde pape la’.Ain who was in front of me melihat dengan mulut ternganga.So,dat’s it.No more silence phase.KOT.We’ll never know the future kan.Xtawla kot2 nk ade world war 2 lak.Im certainly not looking forward to it.





kami gumbira dapat makan pree..*wink*




say kejuuuuu.....



satu hari di hari raye....lalalala