hush little girl

credit to www.flikcr.com

hush

don't u cry

shed away the tears

get rid of the sorrow inside

thump it,shed it,dash it

to tiny minuscule pieces

don't let it lingers on someone else

hush

don't u cry

shiny tomorrows await

the sun will be smiling from up above

stroking u with the smoothest yet uplifting vibes

the stars will be your guardians throught the deepest pits

the waves will crush all your sadness away from the shore of your life

and the rain will waters your barren paths

hush

don't u cry

rise up

feels the ever so fresh dewdrops

spreads the joy as the dandelions fly away

explore the creeks of chances

delve into the meadows of hope

where the fairies will wrap u with tenderness

so hush little girl

shed away the tears

ps:i think sadness disturbance brings out the writing mojo in me.pffft*sile benarkan org sedih nak perasan*

my body is a wonderland...

Cik bie went to dorothy perkins
dah nampak dh ade budak ni tengah maen nyorok dengan akak die.
akak die pon xde la akak sangat.
budak 2 orang ni umur lebih kurang je
dalam 4 5 tahun.
frust jugak dlm hati.
dulu cik bie maen nyorok celah tiang.
tu pon xjd nyorok sebab cik bie sehat,tiang slim *isk*
tapi mereka?
maen nyorok celah jeans.
argh persetankan semua itu.
cik bie melihat jeans yang chomel
terase mau menery (men+try=menery)
masuk la cik bie dlm fitting room
tp fitting room die xde pintu
hanya curtain sebagai pengganti diri pintu
maka tidak layaklah dipanggil sebagai room
fitting cubicle eloklah juga
cik bie menyarung jeans itu
setelah menery,membelek,menyapu,membelai
setelah memusing depan,kiri,kanan
setelah puas terasa diri sangat gojes
cik bie menanggalkan jeans itu
*SREEEET*
!@#%& budak ni(suara latar:budak 2 ekor gelak2)



ps:cik bie tidak akn mendedahkan ape sebenarnye yang berlaku selepas bunyi tersebut
pps:ini bukan entri lucah.

why now?damn!

i miss u.

shit.

this is crappy!

before this i would give anything to forget u

just to get rid all of our tangled memories

i needed the strength to resist u

i needed the power to say NO for once and all

i needed to say 'u are with her now.please stop giving me hopes.go away'

but now,

after much hardworks and tears,

i'm dying to see u.

yes im a stupid little person who's still in love with you.

so little that u can barely see me.

the unexpected..

when i was in form five,i did not have any interest in accounting.except maybe for guy from the accounting class who was my bf back then*but he turned out to be dat 'hello-get-away-from-my-gurl' jerk*.honestly,i looked down on the accounting students because they did not have to memorize all the valves,the processes and the 'konon cool' terms of biology.basically,they were confirmed to get an A for accounting.

but look at me now.the girl who once looked down on accounting students and the accounting itself is now loving every bit of her moments studying ACCA.yes,there were times when i thought that MARA wasn't being fair to me,they failed to see my potential.but i determined to make them see that i can shine in everything.i was always being told that i don't have anything to worry and that did made me a little big-headed and ignorant.but that MARA interview was a wake-up call where i found that the easy ride had ended.

i cried myself almost everynight,blaming myself for everything,envying my friends.i don't know why i was so filled with loathe.i applied for TESL in that MARA interview but i was offered to do ACCA locally.i knew that i can't teach*thanks to my temper*.i applied for TESL because of my passion in English.and all the other courses offered were not to my liking.there were a few of my friends who went 'oh,i thought u wud be on the first plane out of malaysia' yada yada yada.but no mate.im stuck in malaysia.

i chucked my teachers.Miss Eisha and Miss Intan.they have been supporting me since i was in lipis but i decided to get away from them because for me, i failed to fulfiled their expectations.shallow sangat kan.?they were always there when i needed someone.a definite shoulder to carry on.they taught me how to fly and soar the limitless sky.they didn't looked at me in disgust like everyone else were back then in lipis.if it weren't because of them,i'm sure i couldn't survived my years in lipis.

TO MISS EISHA AND MISS INTAN IF U ARE READING:

Thanks for bringing out the best in me,for seeing my little potential and believing in me.

but now everything is perfect.almost perfect at least.doing ACCA is not bad at all.im enjoying it so much.accounting is not that easy.i wonder what would happened to me if im still stuck in the misery that drowned me away from reality.a few days ago,i met a lecturer who taught me last sem.she said 'from the very first class,i knew that u'll do great'.im grateful for everything.syukur alhamdulillah.HE knows what is the best for me.and for all this while,i was blind.and now,im among one of the high achievers.and i'll be forever grateful to all the people i met along the way.thank you so very much.




ps:im not going to the dinner to receive the award.kami otai tak join dinner noobs.aha.

to u..

I need your grace,

To remind me,

To find my own.

Thanks for the sweet words.It means a lot.U know who u are.Million million thanks.

ps:u still owe me tho

im officially in love..

ps:die comel bukan?hahahaaha

fly me to my intan bunny..

Is it just me or the world is getting more miserable?really miserable.feels like my brain is swelling and my eyes are going to pop out from its socket anytime soon.missed a lot of classes.doesnt matter anyway coz there's no difference.im supposed to be studying.but i cant.there's is only one thing in my mind.

PERTH

Bought the ticket,booked the apartment.hv to settle the passport and visa then off we go.hopefully there wudn't be any probs wit my visa.for now,i'll just have to wait.





owh,im tinking of quitting my mandarin class.the reason?so dat i can go to perth wit happy heart.lol.sangat shallow kan?watever.actually there's a prob wit me and the lecturer.she's bias.sangat.benci.dot.





to make me feel better,i asked my bf to serenade me.he's NICK PITERA.who else?hate him,love him.I HEART HIM!he's super amazing.wish i have a voice like him.He's a magic.Like he has a button to switch his voice.Bet he'll be a great she-male kan.hahaha











ps:tried to upload his vid,but it took ages.

lovebirds*tweet tweet*

satu tengah gayut,
dua tengah gayut,
tiga tengah gayut,
empat?tengah blogging.
*dalam nada cite hantu yang hot tu*

ok.crap.mengarot.satu,dua,tiga=my roomies.empat?who else?

satu
dah almost 4years being together.sangat cinta mati bak ayat-ayat cinta.they're engaged i think.not so sure.tapi their 'ayang,sayang' is a bit annoying.this girl gayut while staring at her laptop's wallpaper wic is the pic of both of them.owh sangat sweeet~bluerk.can u imagine?ayang sayang sayang.or is it ayang sayang ayang?tah.lack of oxygen sikit tonite.a bit confused.like there are lotssss of other calls of affection kan?honeybear,sugarbun,munchkin,bla3.tak pon next time suro je parents panggil bie since kecik so dat time couple ley je panggil bie*ahaks* senang cite.satu sekarang tengah on the phone wit her 'laki'.guess where is her fav spot apart from depan laptop.yup,u got it right!atas rak kasut.LOL.*ade ke org laen gayut dduk ats rak kasut?*.Sape nak celen beliau,silelah apply.

dua
dah lame jgk i lap u,u lap me.tp maybe skrg status dey all 'hanging'.aha.memang salute toink toink la dis gurl.gaduh everynite kot.tp still melekat.jodoh panjang kot.tapi sekali gaduh.fuh,satu kolej dengar.sayang sume all gone.instead cacian makian jadi hamburan.tp tu la,maybe dey all berpegang dengan prinsip 'sayang dimaki-maki'.who knows.

tiga
bru 5days couple.love is freshly in the air.propose flower pun still xlayu lagi.sangat sweet jugak.gayut dalam comforter with suare kepit sampai sume orang tak dengar.twirling the flower,cium cium banyak kali.this is the most accurate example of young love.topic perbualan:u ni suke sangat buli i.i merajok ni.GAG!the bf sanggup drive all the way from melaka just to meet her.talk bout cinta buta kn.

empat
still waiting for her love.and she'll keep waiting and waiting and waiting*sigh*



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