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have u ever feel like ur stupid?no no.stupid is not right.ever felt that u are a dazed moron with a pea-sized brain?that's what im feeling right now.the fact that i have so much to do in soooooo little time is killing me.my brain cells are rebelling.wanting to break free.my head is pounding.the pain is unbearable.my brain is saying that it doesn't belong to me.smashing its way out from me.it wants to run away,far away across the meadows,the lakes and the oceans from this digusting body.while my body just wants to lie down on the morning grass,staring at the blue blue sky,taking its own sweet time to heal.they both don't have the same beat.my soul is ripped between those two.

ps:yes im depressed