BEWARE:MIXED FEELINGS ENTRY

hello loves!

have i mentioned that i love myself so much that i want to kiss smooch smooch chuphs muahs me own self?my life definitely could get better.but hey i am loving every nanoseconds of me being azirah hashim to bits.ok sorry vain.pffft.

nothing much happened though.except for my daily routine of sleeping at 5a.m,missed subuh kadang-kadang,study 5mins then TERdozed off.Seriously i need to work my arse harder if i want to finish my ACCA by next year.but don't u think that world would be a better place to live in if ALL EXAMS ARE DEMOLISHED.Best kan?Dah boleh buat tagline pon ade.Konon lah alien tanya 'where are u from?'.Answer:'I'm from Earth,WHERE ALL THE EXAMS ARE DEMOLISHED.'Super coolness bukan.Ok please put my foot in my mouth to stop me from keeping on blabbering and buat lawak tak berapa pandai.

i texted my mom.'Mama,tlg doakan bie biar rajin sikit.'Being the supermom she is,cepat je reply.Ayuh teka apa mama saya reply?No no sume salah*perasan ada orang tengah teka*.This is what i got.

'Braso malas ko loni?InsyaAllah.Selama ni mama doakan kejayaan, jadi anak yang soleh, lembut tutur kata, lembut budi bahasa, hormati orang tak kira pangkat. Bab nak suroh rajin ni kena tambah malam ni.'*ayt ini tidak mengalami proses pengubahsuaian*

Mama,i know i am not the perfect daughter that u wish u have.But thanks for everything.Thanks mama.Thanks ayah.Mama carry bie for 9months,mama deliver bie,mama jaga bie,breastfeed bie,ayah beli dress lawa,ayah mandikan and dressed me up for school every freaking morning,nasihat bie tapi bie tak dengar and millions of other things that u've done to and for me.What am i thinking to list it all?Infinity tu.I'll try to be the daughter that u longed to have.I promise ma,ayah.For every single thing i've done,IM SORRY.I know u and ayah will be prouder if bie tak sombong and keras hati sangat kan?I'll try mama.I'll try ayah.Im sorry u have to put up with this azirah hashim for the past 19 years.

ps:Owh shit im crying.dah.tadi lawak bodoh sangat.ni kang dah nangis.padan muka kau!I should be studying.I know.chownaknangesjapthensambungstudybai.

pps:alhamdulillah sedar kan?sedar time mama and ayah dah tak de ape nak buat?nanges air mata darah pon tak guna.nauzubillah.