I've always been trying to be the 'at least' person. You know, the type of person who still thinks that everything will be alright eventhough everything seems falling apart. At least we get to enjoy the view, at least I still have a home etc. But something happened today made me contemplates what my future holds. Seriously now I rasa maybe I will end up kerja kat Mydin je.
Tadi when I was sleeping, I received a call from a company and I think I screwed it big time. It wasn't a phone interview, more like getting to know me. Tapi ni pun I dah freaked out and cakap tah pape so I should say goodbye to the job.
I know I shouldn't be this kacau because I wasn't looking forward to work in that company pun but my cousin was the one who forwarded my resume to the HR department, so macam I put my family to shame lah. Family rivalry is tense in my extended family thanks to that special someone. Anak die lah palig hebat, anak orang lain tak hebat. I know that Mama loves me no matter what and tak kisah I'm still unemployed tapi I want to make her proud of me.
Pape je lah.The more I think about it, the more miserable I become. Lets activate the at least mode. At least I get to spend some more time at home, at least I still get to wake up at 11. So kalau you down you just switch on your at least mode ok?
Tadi when I was sleeping, I received a call from a company and I think I screwed it big time. It wasn't a phone interview, more like getting to know me. Tapi ni pun I dah freaked out and cakap tah pape so I should say goodbye to the job.
I know I shouldn't be this kacau because I wasn't looking forward to work in that company pun but my cousin was the one who forwarded my resume to the HR department, so macam I put my family to shame lah. Family rivalry is tense in my extended family thanks to that special someone. Anak die lah palig hebat, anak orang lain tak hebat. I know that Mama loves me no matter what and tak kisah I'm still unemployed tapi I want to make her proud of me.
Pape je lah.The more I think about it, the more miserable I become. Lets activate the at least mode. At least I get to spend some more time at home, at least I still get to wake up at 11. So kalau you down you just switch on your at least mode ok?
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takpe kita sama2 tgh unemployed! hehe.
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