boredom taps opened part 14..

im officially an useless lazy bum.my daily routine consists of bngun pagi,gosok gigi,makan,tengok tv,mandi(tu pun kalau rajin),melepak di depan laptop,blog hopping,makan lagi then tido.everyday is just the same.only a slight change every now and then.sangat lame hidop saye.but im lovin' it(cam dlm iklan mcd).it feels like i hv no responsibilty,no one to take care of bla3.Like im free,nothing to worry.how i wish i could stay in this forever.tapi nnti ssh la bile new sem start coz i have to work super duper hard for this sem.no more sleeping at 4 and waking up at 10.

now it's raining.it has been raining for two days i guess.or maybe more.tho i love the rain.it makes me feel so lonely.tsk.yes i love this i-dont-hv-to-care-bout-others feeling tapi i need sumone,sum2,sum3 to care bout me.owh how i miss those swit feelings bile mule-mule in love.time-time nak ngorat.senyum je all the time.nak tido pon boley postpone juz to wait for his msgs.aww~i miss that.tapi tu sume the gud side of it je kan.a mirage to the ugly evil side.i mean we only see what we wanna see.so rite now,here i am being alone with the rain pouring i'd do anyting to be in a relationship with my tinggi-pandai-chinese look-kaye dream guy.but where is he??i dunno.maybe he is waiting for me.longing for me as much as i long for him.sigh.

my fren once said,'cinta takkan datang if tak dicari'.adus sangat puitis ayat itu.but i dont want that ordinary cinta.i want this super duper outta of dis world cinta.like antony and cleopatra,like romeo and juliet(not the im-dying-see-u-in-after-life-part of course).i dowan mine to be like anybody's else love story.i want it to be an epic,kisah cinta agung.boley kan?ehe.but now the hardest part is i need to find the hero of my cinta agung.bak kate adam dalam sepi,'mengape bertemu hanya untuk berpisah?'.mane mau cari dehyh~sangap kah daku?desperate kah daku?am i?blergh~ like i care.i need to find dat guy who can give me the strengh so i can stand tall.the nourishment of my barren heart bla3.

Direct the course of love
For love
If it finds you worthy
Directs your course-khalil gibran

i dont want u to call me beautiful...

cause i want to be more thn beatiful to u..

i dont need u to tell me dat u love me every single day..

coz i know dat u love me all along and always be..

i dont want u to be just another guy...

because it's not nuff..

i want u the be THE ONE..

i want u to make me feel like love is just a mere word..

and wat we have if way greater than it..

i want to be the symphony of our life..

the sweetest sound u'll ever hear..

i want  to be cared by u..

to be carressed by u..

suffocating me with all the love...

adrift in world of our own..

where no one understands us..

only u and me..

together forever..

ps:blame mawi and ekin for this..

ps:where are thou mr love?

wedding dreamer...

help~

im stuck..

sucking me faster than ever...

uhh..stuck kat mane ye?in my own freaking wedding dream..waaa~tak suke tak suke(suke sebenarnye..hahahaha).tapi it's too early la.it's not that simple dream taw.siap dah browse sume websites andaman-andaman nie.honeymoon packages pun da cari okeh.The only thing missing is my drop-dead-gorgeous groom.Owh di mane kamu??sigh~

my-wedding-list(to be accomplished by 2016)

a)a white akad.simple yet elegant with my close families in the guest list.held under the stars if possible.with me wearing a white or off white kurung.(bet i'll look god damn ayu duduk bersimpuh waitin for my hubby.grr~).and my families also dressed in white.

b)a matching wedding rings.lol.im still tinking what to engrave on it.

c)kid chan for my wedding photographer.owh mr.kid please make sure that the installment plan is still available when im ready okeh.He's the picasso in wedding photography.I adore u mr kid.

for more info on kid chan click here

this is a pic from kidchan's blog.

d)i dowan to sanding.tu sume ikot hindu bak kate my fren.ahaha.and with all the people watching me,herm forget it.tapi i'll get a simple pelamin untuk amek gambar je.

e)i just want a simple get together with my close ones.besties,families.argh cant wait.

f)baju for the reception:MUST be in lavender.(but i'll consider another option if my hubby is tanned aka gelap.wahahaha)

g)the reception mesti dekat rumah.tak nak hotel.leceh.tak boley borak lame.tak lame beramah tamah.tak leh show off my hubby.

h)and i want to have a pre-wedding photoshoot jugak.bali wud be nice.

i)i want my hubby to sing to me.wat song?ikot beliau lah.suprise gitu.jangan lagu wonderpets sudey.preferably iris by goo goo dolls or unbeliveable by craig david.*hint hint*

j)honeymoon spot:scotland.

k)i'll bring my family for a vacay after the wedding.most probably to andaman.cintailah malaysia.

ps:off to find my dream guy pulak..