::life::death::

I always say 'boringnye..' or 'bosannye idop'.A few times a week actually.Once,mama heard me.Guess what she said?'Agak-agak mati bosan tak?Ape la bie tak syukur dapat hidup.'Im speechless.And it got me thinking.Real hard.What if i die now?What if this so called subscription ends here?Right on this very moment.Subhanallah.

I know that im not going to do well there.Im nothing to him.I dont memorised the Quran.Apart from Yassin.I dont know whether my recitations are 'tajwidly' right.I am not sure all my amal ibadah are accepted or not.So basically i dont have anything.ANYTHING.How am i going to face HIM?The almighty.

We always pray to live a long life.For what?How many of us wants to live a long life for HIM.?1 out of 100 maybe?Or less.Perhaps we've been living in this world without considering how we are going to survive in the next.Perhaps we are so selfish to admit that we are wrong.Perhaps...

What are we trying to achieve in this life?Something better?What's better?A mansion?a Maybach?And what happens when we got all the so called better things?Dash to get something better?Is there anything above better?If there is,why do we called it better coz it's not.It should be the ultimate satisfaction.Tastes better than orgasme and ecstacy combined together.But we want more.The more we have the more we want.Why?Cause we are not satisfied with all his blessings.Because we are filled with jeaulosy and hatred.

So how to live a beautiful life without taking granted the life awaits.?Because am trying to though i dont know exactly how.