It feels weird when my FB's sidebar thingy showed 'Mohd Hanafi Mohamed says hello'.No,it's kind of spooky.
If could turn back time, I want to say to you how much aku treasure our friendship. Tapi aku tak leh Pi. And somehow deep down ade jugak aku regret tak reply msg or rase serabut bila mu call. But now sometimes I cried alone coz I missed you. Aku simpan msgs mu. Biarlah common msg 'cute' which I think I'm not the only one hok dapat pon. At least it reminds me of you and it is something that I can hold on to. Aku rindu gak boleh aku tenung msg tu.
Banyak benda kita plan tapi tak buat kan Pi. Nak jadi jiran, nak makan sushi, nak beli oblong. Tapi takpelah. HE loves you more. Untung mu Pi gi dulu. Kurang sikit dosa. Aku ni duk sini duk tambah dosa jah. Aku pindah dah loni to section 7. Just the way we planned. Neighbour aku tak best Pi. Ngepek sokmo. Kalau mu neighbour aku kan best. Boleh main ketuk tin. Boleh main masak-masak. Aku ingat time aku lapar je aku cari mu mintak tolong beli makanan. Tapi each and everytime mesti mu duk lain. Tapi mu tak biar aku gitu je kan. Mesti after that call aku tanya makan dah ke tak. Now aku tak de kawan macam mu Pi. Kalau aku msg Deli kate aku lapar pon 4 hari after that baru die reply.
Tapi Pi after mu gi baru aku macam appreciate orang sikit. Sikit je lah. Tak banyak. Tapi it helps me a lot. Mu taw kan aku ego. But right now aku try ngaju kejap je. Aku takut aku duk ngaju tak reply msg tak angkat call orang aku ngaju tu tinggal aku forever gano? Thanks Pi. Mu buat aku sedar tu. Aku nak oyak gapo pon aku beringat. Tapi sokmo jugak terlepas. Tapi aku nasib baik lagi .Sempat jugak mintak maaf. I don't want to die after saying bad things about someone and I don't want the person whom aku 'ngato' die with my words on their minds. Loni gapo-gapo aku kasar aku mintak maaf selalu Pi. Kalau tak aku tak sedar.
I hope you are doing fine down there Napi. Aku taw ramai orang doa ko mu. I tried to visit you but neither Deli nor Pa knows where you are. Nanti next time aku gi deh kalau panjang umur. InsyaAllah. I miss you Napi. Rindu.....
Banyak benda kita plan tapi tak buat kan Pi. Nak jadi jiran, nak makan sushi, nak beli oblong. Tapi takpelah. HE loves you more. Untung mu Pi gi dulu. Kurang sikit dosa. Aku ni duk sini duk tambah dosa jah. Aku pindah dah loni to section 7. Just the way we planned. Neighbour aku tak best Pi. Ngepek sokmo. Kalau mu neighbour aku kan best. Boleh main ketuk tin. Boleh main masak-masak. Aku ingat time aku lapar je aku cari mu mintak tolong beli makanan. Tapi each and everytime mesti mu duk lain. Tapi mu tak biar aku gitu je kan. Mesti after that call aku tanya makan dah ke tak. Now aku tak de kawan macam mu Pi. Kalau aku msg Deli kate aku lapar pon 4 hari after that baru die reply.
Tapi Pi after mu gi baru aku macam appreciate orang sikit. Sikit je lah. Tak banyak. Tapi it helps me a lot. Mu taw kan aku ego. But right now aku try ngaju kejap je. Aku takut aku duk ngaju tak reply msg tak angkat call orang aku ngaju tu tinggal aku forever gano? Thanks Pi. Mu buat aku sedar tu. Aku nak oyak gapo pon aku beringat. Tapi sokmo jugak terlepas. Tapi aku nasib baik lagi .Sempat jugak mintak maaf. I don't want to die after saying bad things about someone and I don't want the person whom aku 'ngato' die with my words on their minds. Loni gapo-gapo aku kasar aku mintak maaf selalu Pi. Kalau tak aku tak sedar.
I hope you are doing fine down there Napi. Aku taw ramai orang doa ko mu. I tried to visit you but neither Deli nor Pa knows where you are. Nanti next time aku gi deh kalau panjang umur. InsyaAllah. I miss you Napi. Rindu.....
MOHD HANAFI MOHAMED 1989-2009
AL-FATIHAH
ps:please do come into my dreams.I don't mind.
pps:abu raihan,are you mad at me?
ps:please do come into my dreams.I don't mind.
pps:abu raihan,are you mad at me?
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sedih nye entry ni :'(
i miss him.sgt2.waaa~
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