What do you really want in life? Ever gave it a thought? Had a conversation which made me realised how fortunate I am. Tapi manusia memang lah. Bad luck kecik gila memang nampak terus nak kupas dari segenap sudut terus question why porque kenapa. Tapi all the good things yang everyday pun datang dalam diri mesti went unnoticed.
Ade satu miniature lolipop yang gila boleh buat kau drolls dengan satu lolipop chupachup tujuh posen yang kecik tapi edible. Which one do you choose? Basically that's the summary of the conversation. Like all the good things in life aren't perfect. U have to give some to get some u know.
Biar lah kau ade lollipop yang gila besar tapi macam tak de guna. I'd rather stick to my chupachup. Like what's the point of having an unedible lolipop kan? Alhamdulillah I had the chance to get to know the most awesome dad who really loved me, who cared about me tenderly, who never raised his voice let alone to hurt me. Though he's now I gone I know that he loved me. He loved us. Saya takde ayah now but I know it's waaaaay better than having a dad yang every single day nampak depan mata tapi tak dapat rasa his love. Yang tak pernah wish birthday, yang tak pernah concern of my whereabouts tapi has millions in the bank. Kebahagiaan tu subjektif. Which one is your desire?
Oh I'm currently at home. It was a bit weird when only my mom fetched me. They used to fetch me. But somehow it feels like he's still here. Macam dia pergi surau tak balik lagi kind of feelings. Like I'm still waiting for him. Kalau i tell to others bout this they'll go like 'he's gone. sabar la'. I know that he's gone tapi macam tah la. But my bestfriend, Ayu who had to went thru all this when she was 11 years old said she still have that kind of waiting feeling after these years. So I think only people who went thru all this understands. Kot.
Ade satu miniature lolipop yang gila boleh buat kau drolls dengan satu lolipop chupachup tujuh posen yang kecik tapi edible. Which one do you choose? Basically that's the summary of the conversation. Like all the good things in life aren't perfect. U have to give some to get some u know.
Biar lah kau ade lollipop yang gila besar tapi macam tak de guna. I'd rather stick to my chupachup. Like what's the point of having an unedible lolipop kan? Alhamdulillah I had the chance to get to know the most awesome dad who really loved me, who cared about me tenderly, who never raised his voice let alone to hurt me. Though he's now I gone I know that he loved me. He loved us. Saya takde ayah now but I know it's waaaaay better than having a dad yang every single day nampak depan mata tapi tak dapat rasa his love. Yang tak pernah wish birthday, yang tak pernah concern of my whereabouts tapi has millions in the bank. Kebahagiaan tu subjektif. Which one is your desire?
Oh I'm currently at home. It was a bit weird when only my mom fetched me. They used to fetch me. But somehow it feels like he's still here. Macam dia pergi surau tak balik lagi kind of feelings. Like I'm still waiting for him. Kalau i tell to others bout this they'll go like 'he's gone. sabar la'. I know that he's gone tapi macam tah la. But my bestfriend, Ayu who had to went thru all this when she was 11 years old said she still have that kind of waiting feeling after these years. So I think only people who went thru all this understands. Kot.
ps:doakan ape yang i buat sekarang adalah yang terbaik. thanks
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